Meditations and Devotions
St. Mary Magdalene’s Example of Conversion and Repentance
In the presence of the sinful woman who wiped Jesus’ feet with her tears and dried them with her hair, Jesus announced, “Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven, for she loved much.” This woman has been identified traditionally as St. Mary Magdalene, whose feast day we celebrate today. St. John Henry Newman also believed this passage referred to her (though this is no longer held to be the case by most exegetes) Newman saw in her meeting with Jesus after his resurrection, an example of the passion of the penitent.
Conversion does not happen quietly or peacefully; it is “warfare” Newman says. David’s inner turmoil in the Psalms, St. Paul’s conversion and St. Mary Magdalene’s tearful meetings with Jesus are primary examples of this warfare and reveal that “the love of the penitent is energetic, zealous, active, belligerent, [full] of emotion, of work, of passion.” With Mary in particular, Newman notes her “energy, thrusting herself into the room, tears in the room and in the garden” (Sermon notes, 1849).
Nothing but a passionate love like this can bring about conversion. Why? Because for the soul enslaved to sin, “whether to be converted or reclaimed, what is to counteract and antagonise to pride and pleasure? [to compete] with formed habits? What but a superior attraction?”
And this is what the world does not understand about the followers of Christ. We are lovers. We do not attend Mass for lessons on morals or to hear nice stories or to dress up for our neighbors. We are not there to fulfill our civic or parental duties, to feel good about ourselves or to establish our reputations. Jesus Christ thirsts for us and we are burning with passion for him. We are much closer to addicts than to upstanding citizens.
How often we forget this also and our hearts grow cold or they become attracted to the things of this world. Holy Spirit, may we feel the fire of your love and desire to love you with the same fire. Even if Mary Magdalene is no longer identified with the sinful woman in the Gospel we can learn from her manifestation of love for Jesus. St. Mary Magdalene, pray for us, that we might love Jesus with the same passionate love you have for Him.





